A long wait....

I can't forget those three months when hubby and I were trying to have a baby. All the tension, the excitement, the waiting and the disappointment. I would look longingly at all mommies with kids and at pregnant women hand-in-hand with their hubbies smiling with joy...They all made it and I didn't!

Two weeks into my second trimester and I am all but miserable. Gone are those days of joy. All I feel is fatigue or nausea, sometimes both. Somewhere deep down I know I am so much better than last month but I seem to have forgotten those days. At times I wonder if I really have a baby inside me.  Or am I sick with some unimaginable disease which will never leave me :-). Crazy is it not?

But then last week I saw my little one in the ultrasound, waving her tiny arms and legs, being as naughty as ever and not letting the doctor measure her.  That feeling is simply unexplainable. Yeah hubby and I are hoping its going to be a girl :-). Will know in my next month checkup :-).

So I guess things are not all that bad. I just have to be patient for few more months, till my bundle of joy lands into my arms. Maybe I will start my shopping list and make plans for the nursery. Good luck to me and my baby.