My precious baby

My sweet precious little baby. She is beautiful. She is adorable. She is naughty. She is such a delight. Everybody tells me things will change. I don't know if I could bear it. I don't want to think about it. God, please protect her. Take everything from me, but protect her.

It's a long journey

I don't remember the last time I sat down doing nothing, thinking nothing. I don't know what I do everyday. Time flies. Before I know it's night and before I know it's day. Wish I could pause my life for a second the way I do with my TV remote. Pause to see the rain fall, pause to see the squirrel climbing up the wall, pause to enjoy my new couch, pause to catch up with life.